different year, same feelings.

that sums it. you might think, "hey, why are you still there? why are you not moving on? why?" well, let me tell you a secret: the answer is i don't know :) this is so weird. but maybe it's not that weird. i am still lost. i don't have any clue what i want to do in life. i am still where i am partly because of that. pathetic. why stay and suffer when you can just leave and move on? perhaps because this is my comfort zone. it scares me to step out and do something new, learn something different at a new environment. 

but until when will i stay this way? 

when will i have the courage to let go and adventure new experience?

i ask myself these questions everyday. but still no changes are made. i'm still here. hence, different year, same feelings.