March.

 Hello there.

How have you been? I am on my compulsory leave for this whole week (from 21st to 25th March). I love it so much! I have been sleeping in and sleeping late for almost everyday. However, I have missed moments in the morning to cut the grass outside and accompany my parents to doctor's appointments. I have regrets too. At this very moment, my parents are out attending a doctor's appointment. I am not a morning person but I should have woken up early this morning. I mean, this is my time to spend with my parents. They are not getting younger each day. When will I realize that spending quality time with my parents is very important? I should appreciate this opportunity. Dang it. But I have to admit that there are moments where I cursed a lot, internally, due to their fights and stubbornness. I dislike people shouting at each other and that is what they do most of the time. I should be more patient, right? Right. Despite all that, they are human. I am human too. So, no matter how hard I try to be positive and remind myself they are my everything, there are times where I explode. And not long after that, I regret doing that. It is a cycle actually. To be istiqamah is not easy. Same goes with praying. But I will keep on trying. I hope my parents do not take my actions or bad behaviour to the heart. Truthfully, I love my parents. I really do. Only sometimes I lose it due to my temper.

Now listening to an album called Sesudah Melakar Langit by A.Limin